heart!

heart a.k.a the symbol of love...hhahaahha..
though its one word..
but it represents like a whole lot more..
i've read somewhere..
"love is giving someone the power to destroy you..but trusting them not to "
4m my experience..
the best love i've ever received is the love of my family...
they've destroy me ..crumble me...push me off the cliff..
all the crazie shit!..u name it..
but yet...they manage to create me..
make me grow and become a human..
with heart..
a human with desires to b better..
a human with awareness of surroundings..
i cant thank enough to both my parents ..
my mom..though its like a roller coaster ride with her..
my dad..who's always there every single step of the way..even though wif the bad choices i've made...
my sis n bro....through all my crazie attitude dat i've made them suffer..hhaahha
all the memories of 21 years combined n make me juz stop n think how much they r all my life..my heart...my love =)
n when shit happens or maybe wnderful things happens..
the only place dat i wanna go..
n share it with..is my family..
my heart =)
but 2day..
when i get a call 4m my dad...n he said..
"angah..i'l b in the hosp on 24th..."
the only thing dat my heart could do..
is stopped n starts beating like 140km/h..
all i can hope for is 4 the doc 2 say dat everything will b ok...
n he;s fine..
theres nothing to worry about..
n we can all go home..n have a nice family holiday...with everyone in the house..
with all the fights n all the laughter..n all the messing up the kitchen with all sorts of baking n cooking ..
i miss u ayah + mummy +along + wawa + adik + ajib + tasya..
wait 4..i;l b home soon =)
where my heart is rite now..HOME!