no purpose

tinking of quiting diz bloody engineering stuff..
i quit!!!quit!!quit!!!quit!!!
cant take it anymore...
why in the freaking world would i accept the offer to be one of the engineers...
demmit!!!
arrrghhhh...seriusly..
somebody juz take my life away rite now..
since there's nothing much left with me anyway...
honestly seriusly freakingly ...
juz take it away...
all the damn pain ..
its juz there...
i'm feeling lower than my own 2 feet..
""u gotta b the best, study hard, u r better than him/her..."
BULLSHIT!!!!!

a person without soul or purpose in life = ME!!!!

me likey~~

i'm suppose to be studying rite now..
but i'm not...i'm doing art while listening to james morrisson~~
hehheh
neway..i'm juzz dropping a post to say..
things r getting betta..
friends family study...
everything's is on its way to awsomeness~~
hehhehe
i hope it will stay dat way...

spreading da love..muah muahxxx... =)
weeeeeeeeeee~~

gotta learn to forgive n forget =p

today is a day to make a vow to myself :

everything happens 4 a reason....
failling in exams...
familly issues...
cat fight wif a friend...
crazzie idiotic brother...
everything~~~
might b like as if its da biggest issues in da whole wide world at the moment...but i believe dat those things will have a great ending in da future =)
i have to learn to accept things n do not blame anyone besides myself 4 da things dat happened...gotta take responsibilities 4 my own actions....

saying it is easy but doin it....aissshh~~gotta give it time..
but i knoe i can do it!!!
so...from now on...CHANGE~~~ **nadieeee!!u can do it!!**

i'm forgiving all da things i have done bad..n forgetting it for a better future~~
wooohhhhoo00ooo~~ =p

bored

:: art :: art :: art :: art :: art :: art :: art :: art ::

art is my passion~~
love love love love love art....
trying new art is like trying new clothes...

:: MY first hand-printed t-shirt ::

basically diz was inspired by a friend of mine who pushed me not to neglect my passion wif art..thnx to him..i've found dat art makes me happie~~ =)

:: other t-shirt designs ::

what's life wifout art??

tinking

life~~
wat more can u do with it???
have u heard..
"juz go with the flow"??
"its life"??? "nk wat camne"??
the thing is...all these statements should mean sumething..anything...
yet its juz a phrase dat people use when they have nothing to say to their friend who need advices....
have u ever have diz crazy imagination where u'll live happily ever after???
have u ever imagine dat ur life its juz short, simple , and fun!! ???
well i did~~
the thing is.,......life.....we could never predict wat would happen...all we do is plan..but planning the perfect plan would break our hearts into a million gazillion pieces when it doesnt work out..

lately,..life hasnt gone my way....assignments..urrrghhh~~ projects...bllluuueeekkk~~~
money.....i'm broke!!!....
friends ...........are like........ shit!! (for now)
n da sad thing is..i dunt mind bout all da assignments projects money etc....wat i'm bumped up is when people gets in my way when all i ever wanted is juz to b happie~~
my life is basically to try soooo damn freaking hard to satisfy evry single person who's close to me....n all i get in return is disgusting attitude from damn freaking friends...how's dat for justice in life...
i guess people r selfish when it comes to happieness...they want all da fun to themselves.. we've heard "sharing is caring" phrase ...like.... allll da time~~~
but saying it n doing it is 2 diff things dat not everyone understands....

i used to have great awsome friends...selfless..fun!!....wif me through thick n thin...but i guess i gotta adapt wif da new people new environment ...it sucks....i missed my old friends...a lot....i guess we all moved on...doing diff things...n we have fogotten da friendship dat was build wif our wild crazy fun SINCERE hearts.....i keep on wondering...was it my fault...coz i dunt have a "wow" attitude...or is it i'm juz not good enough for them???...

damn!!diz is just too much to tink....getting older is just bullshit..a lot to tink about...a lot to flashback...a lot to regret....grrrr... y cant we juz stay as a child who doesnt understand the meaning of suffering...we would be the happiest living creature on earth..we wouldn't hurt the people around us....n we wouldnt have to feel the burden dat has been put on our shoulder..all we do is learn n have fun~~ =)


-miss u guys so damn freaking much :

ad,far,hanes,beba,faten,miera,lynna,parrah,pami, treX,tongek,kasturi,nesah-

**7 years of friendship does mean sumething to me**