heart!

heart a.k.a the symbol of love...hhahaahha..
though its one word..
but it represents like a whole lot more..
i've read somewhere..
"love is giving someone the power to destroy you..but trusting them not to "
4m my experience..
the best love i've ever received is the love of my family...
they've destroy me ..crumble me...push me off the cliff..
all the crazie shit!..u name it..
but yet...they manage to create me..
make me grow and become a human..
with heart..
a human with desires to b better..
a human with awareness of surroundings..
i cant thank enough to both my parents ..
my mom..though its like a roller coaster ride with her..
my dad..who's always there every single step of the way..even though wif the bad choices i've made...
my sis n bro....through all my crazie attitude dat i've made them suffer..hhaahha
all the memories of 21 years combined n make me juz stop n think how much they r all my life..my heart...my love =)
n when shit happens or maybe wnderful things happens..
the only place dat i wanna go..
n share it with..is my family..
my heart =)
but 2day..
when i get a call 4m my dad...n he said..
"angah..i'l b in the hosp on 24th..."
the only thing dat my heart could do..
is stopped n starts beating like 140km/h..
all i can hope for is 4 the doc 2 say dat everything will b ok...
n he;s fine..
theres nothing to worry about..
n we can all go home..n have a nice family holiday...with everyone in the house..
with all the fights n all the laughter..n all the messing up the kitchen with all sorts of baking n cooking ..
i miss u ayah + mummy +along + wawa + adik + ajib + tasya..
wait 4..i;l b home soon =)
where my heart is rite now..HOME!

after a hard day with an exam paper...

a friend of mine ask me to try diz in fb...

RULES :

1. Put your music library on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.
4. Ok, go!
5. When you're done, tag at least 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this. The answer to #20 is the Title of your note.

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say

mizz nina feat colby o'donis [wat u waiting 4]

hhahha..totally me..

2. How would you describe yourself?

shazzy feat lah v.e [ kenapa ]

y??weird..hehhee

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

taio cruz feat ludacris [ break your heart ]

my heart is meant to b broken i guess.. =(

4. How do you feel today?

shakira [ gypsy ]

very gypsy..its raining n i jus let everythin 2 fate...

5. What is your life’s purpose?

michelle branch [everywhere]

u mean everythin rite??not everywhere..hhehe

6. What's your motto?

b.o.b feat hayley williams [airplanes]

yeaaa..travel n migrate~~ =)

7. What do your friends think of you?

nichole scherzinger [poison]

i can b poisoness...no joke..hehehe

8. What do you think of your parents?

ciara [like a boy]

hhahhaa..yea..they r tough just like boys...

9. What do you think about very often?

justin bieber feat sean kingston [eenie miniee]

i do tink stupid unimportant tings..

10. What is 2 + 2?

eminem feat dido [stan]

now diz i dunt get..

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?

T-ara [bo Peep bo Peep]

hhaahhah..cute...

12. What do you think of the person you like?

eminem [mockingbird]

mockingbird = precious

13. What is your life story?

Mix feat malique [puteri santubong]

gedik gile nk princess..hhehehe

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

DBSK [Mirotic]

awsomenees shows with mirotic + artistic...

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

b.o.b feat bruno mars [nothin' on you]

hey~ now i tink diz is jus wroooonnnnggg~~ hahahah

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

eminem [not afraid]

wedding dance + rap = disaster..hehhee

17. What will they play at your funeral?

ashlee simpson [pieces of me]

yeaa..all by bits...every pieces....

18. What is your biggest fear?

blink 182 [all the small things]

19. What is your biggest secret?

sofaz [dan bila esok]

kindda make sense...my tommorow is my secret =) i <3>

20. What will you post this as?

dido [white flag]

i surrender..things juz got weirder n weirder 4m one quest to the next (^-^)v

its fun!!! =)

hahaha

urgghh..finals~~ dang it!
takot gile paper hari nie..
8 glasses of nescaffee doesnt help at all..
i'm all hype up about things..
n getting 8 times nerverse than b4...hahhah
i hope god is with me all the way..
bless me with all the knowledge he's given...
aisshh..alot in my mind..
i really really really pray dat its all gonna b owkay..
n i hope my other friends will do well for today's paper too =)
lets cross our finger n hope 4 da best!
chaiyok chaiyok nad!!
**insyallah everything's gonna turn out gr8**

i didnt knoe

seiriusly??hhehhe..i didnt knoe dat people actually looked at my blog..hhaha..
well..it has been a long time since i write anythin on this blog...
updating it would b hard since i have a very busy schedule every semester..
but its intereting to knoe dat i actually have followers on my blog..hhehhe..
its a shock ! (O-o)'v
neway.. i jus wanna say thnx to my followers n my viewers of diz blog..
**as if i have won an academy award to b givin out speech** =p
well we'l c wetha i'l continue with da blog or i'l keep it just as it is =)
have a wonderfull day =) weeeeee~~